Sunday, 28 July 2024

Sunday currently πŸ’–

 

  • Reading:  The Cosmic Serpent
  • Watching:  I've started American horror stories again 
  • Writing:  decluttet to do list 
  • YouTube account: at the moment I've been obsessed with Luna Leodrune (click here)
    Naomi Jon
  • Listening to: the rain atm it's so loud 





  • Thinking:  that's I have had a good wedding anniversary with my husband. And had a lovely walk and good food 
  • Smelling:  coconut body spray 
  • Wishing:  for the house place to get back in touch 
  • Wearing: shorts and big gray jumper 
  • Loving: That i have such supportive husband <3 
  • Wanting: and iced coffee lol  but it's wayyyy to late 
  • Needing to: Go to bed!! 
  • Feeling: Happy
  • Clicking: phone keys 

Wednesday, 5 June 2024

Catch up; where have i been?

 






Well hello there, I know it's been quite some time again hasn't it? my life has been very chaotic lately, and I am getting into a new mindset and big life changes. For my personal growth, I have been a different person. The last time we spoke was when I wrote my body confidence post and my holiday post. This post is more of a catch-up from the last couple of years because it's been quite a couple of years. we moved, we went on little adventures, and I reversed my diabetes you can read my diagnosis story here so let us get started! 



Diabetes. 

so it's been up and down with this disease since I got diagnosed with it in 2018 (maybe even longer), as I said in the last diabetic post, I thought my life was over I thought oh gosh, no sugar nothing? but it was okay! we made everything from scratch, I lost so much weight by 2020, and I felt really good.. was exercising, and only had to take 1 set of metformin a day! i felt so proud of myself, but then I got COVID-19. The only thing I could keep down was a little bit of food like whatever was in the house like a banana milkshake and chocolate spread on toast, basically whatever I got handed as I was living out of my bed. People were just saying drink this eat this and it was just wee snacks, not caring what it was. and because I got the taste of sugar I was having it bit by bit and it came back so bad, I have to take 4 metformin a day! so atm I'm having a hard time with my diabetes, so I'm going to have to go full no sugar again or I will have to start taking insulin injections which is very scary! but I know I can do it again I have gone into remission so i can do it again! watch this space I have an appointment soon to discuss my results for my mot lol, update I got my results back, and I HAVE DONE it again I have the readings of somebody who has prediabetes! so I have done it again I have gotten rid of diabetes, and the only thing that's come up is I have folate-deficiency anemia but I can fix that with folic acid-enriched foods, lately, I have just been eating shit lol, so I will be going back on my health kick so I will be doing an eating plan and exercise plan for anybody who struggles with this disease, and would like to reverse it! just keep your eyes peeled! it would even help anybody who wants to lose weight or be more fit. I've gottya! 



life in between moving house. 

so nothing has really changed drastically in my life tbh, I just have a different mindset, and don't worry about the things I cannot control, and to be honest, it really helped me with my confidence and health issues not worrying all the time don't get me wrong I still worry about things lol, but not as much as I did before haha! i have a health outcome in life, and it is such a calm feeling like I'm almost free from worrying,  we moved into our one-bedroom flat just me Tommy, and the cat, that's a story that we don't really need to know lol, family problems and all the in-between parts lol, but this flat has been a very much a to be continued lol, it wasn't the best as it was we need to move right now so we took anything we were given at that point so we have had to make it as much of a home as we can, but I'm really beginning to love this little place we have definitely put a lot of love into making it a home we want to have, after lots of money and tears it's looking lovely (I might do a little tour of all my favorite spots in my flat), I have even hosted some little get together here and I'm having another one this Friday with all my favorite people <3 so I have that, I even have a little garden I can call my own, that I have been working on lately while it has been warm, adding little things around, and going to be getting some cute little garden furniture just to add some sparkle and love, ( we do have one that a friend gave to the residence who live in my little community so we have been using that for when we have friends over or my family and we have somewhere to sit, I have even been having little picnics with my niece while it has been warm and that's been nice, just to be able to do stuff in my own personal space even if I do have little old people come and talk to me lol! i might start up my little 10 best photos in the month again I really loved doing that! so keep your eye out for that!! excited? yeah me too! <3 hehe.


Edinburgh. home from home. 

so for the last three years, we have been going to Edinburgh for the pagan festivals and it has been such an amazing experience, we have had the best time, and met some amazing people that we can call friends for life, and just being in the space of some amazing performers, and people. and just being in a very old city we always get an expensive hotel because we want to have such a luxury trip, we go every 29th April around my birthday so its always something to do, the first time we went I just couldn't believe my eyes! the signs, the beauty, and even the people. they seem like the most down-to-earth happy people. when you are at the festival you feel like you're with family it's such a welcoming atmosphere, like you have been with or around these people all your life! the first time we went was the 29-30 of April and this is called Beltain and we loved it so much! Here are a few images from our first trip there. 




the first photo is from the first Beltane pagan festival we went to, and the top right corner is the hotel we stayed in, and the first one is the prettiest street in Edinburgh called Victoria Street, which has so many pretty shops, and also a lot of harry potter bits inside the pastel shops, I will do a post just dedicated to Edinburgh when we go next which will be for samhain which will be 31st of October spooooooky seasons! It's what I live for lol, speaking about Spooky Season and samhain Edinburgh, read here for the announcement! because it deserves its very own post! <3 <3 !! 



DREADLOCKS!! 


yup! you read right I finally got dreadlocks after wanting them since I was little! I'm living the deadlock dream and I'm so excited to share the information with you, so since I was younger and saw some beautiful hippys and soul singers have them I've always had some sort of connection with them, always thought they are so unique and beautiful and gives people so much character, but never really thought I could pull them off and the thought of having my own hair dreaded made me feel very scared just in case I didn't like them once they were in, but as I got older I still want them, so 20th march it was my day to shine! i contacted a lovely lady called Natalia, on Instagram you can check her out here I promise you will not be disappointed, she will be able to make all your dreams come true by creating a lovely set of synthetic dreadlocks which she will just braid into your natural hair, she can either install elf locks or full locks, I went for elf locks this time just to be able to get used to them, the only things is you can only keep them in for 3 months until you have to take them out so your hair can breathe but you only need to keep them out for a week or so, I've had mine took out already but I will be having them put back in on the 14 of June and I really cannot wait.. this is by another lovely lady called Debbie you can message her here and she will be able to install your dreadlocks you have bought yourself or an old set you have ready to be installed, I will include a photo of my deadlock adventure below they are stunning!!!! ... the first set is the ones Natalia has installed for me, I will be having another set the same made for me next year and will be having a full set made! and then once I get the second set installed this month I will add photos to this post! <3 How much of a beautiful job has she done! <3 Please get in touch if you finally want to take the plunge into your dream hair, because girl you deserve it! i promise your confidence will be amazing! with your new hair, and once I took them out my hair was in amazing condition, so shinney and even 5 inches longer than before I had them installed within that 2 and a half months they grew 5 inches! how amazing is that? <3 





What to expect from my blog


  • Tour around my favorite spots in my house and garden tour
  • Something happened in Edinburgh! 
  • Country walks with photos
  • Edinburgh full post 
  • What made me come back to blogging 
that's all I really have for you atm, see you soon beautiful <3 






Sunday, 5 May 2024

Currently; Im back babeee's πŸ„

 





  • Reading: Witchery by Juliet Diaz (click here to purchase)
  • Watching: I'm re-watching an American horror story 
  • Writing:  Blog post ideas stay tuned!
  • YouTube account: at the moment I've been obsessed with Luna Leodrune (click here)
    Naomi Jon
  • Listening to: Linken Park somewhere i belong 
  • Thinking:  About my upcoming blog posts! I'm so excited to get back into it
  • Smelling: Nothing atm i have allergies lol! 
  • Wishing: For more sunshine adventures 
  • Hoping: For sunshine 
  • Wearing: Long machine head top
  • Loving: That i have such supportive friends <3 
  • Wanting: and iced coffee lol 
  • Needing to: Go to bed!! 
  • Feeling: Happy
  • Clicking: The keyboard silly 

Wednesday, 26 April 2023

catch up, currently 26.04.23

 




  • Reading:  Fairy Tale Stephen king 
  • Watching: wu-tang: an American Saga
  • WritingEdinburgh to-do list
  • YouTube account: @ the moment Naomi Jon
    Naomi Jon
  • Listening to: I have a Spotify playlist here
  • Thinking: About how excited i am for Edinburgh 
  • Smelling: Jack Daniel's and Coke
  • Wishing: This post 
  • Hoping: for sun for Edinburgh 
  • Wearing: massive goth top and bike shorts
  • Loving: Playing Dungeons and Dragons 
  • Wanting: sunshiiiiiine 
  • Needing to: decide what to pack 
  • Feeling: happy :)
  • Clicking: the keys on the keyboard 

Wednesday, 6 July 2022

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                          BODY CONFIDENCE POST: 




I have always had issues with the way my body looks/looked, I've always felt my hips are too wide, my lips are too big, and why does my belly look like that? why does it stick out when I wear jeans? why do I not look like her! being a teenager was hard because there was all the woman who looked like Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera or her being a 5ft 7 supermodel with long blonde hair all the women back in the 2000s but in this generation its about natural beauty and bigger girls who are a size 14 and upwards? which I think is so much better for the younger generation because they want to be a better size like their friends or famous people. I'm not saying that eating disorders don't exist anymore because there are between 1.25 and 3.4 million people in the Uk are affected by an eating disorder. around 25% of those affected by an eating disorder are male. which is really really sad! and the age is around 12-25... I'm very much aware of the consequences of an eating disorder I have had one myself and I know quite a lot of other people who have had one or still have one, it's a horrible mental illness! I think all body shapes are beautiful, I hate when my friends say oh I'm not ready for summer like they're packing a bag ready to go on holiday!!  if you have a body! you are ready for summer, please wear that outfit that is still new with tags on please wear the crazy-colored hoodie that you wore once in the house when you were cold. 


It took me all my life to be okay with my body, it holds my insides, of course, I'm going to have a little jiggle when I walk or sit down, body fat is normal!  yeah it's nice and healthy when your BMI is the right type for your body but it's not the end of the world if it isn't. people look at the numbers and feel like their world isn't aligned. when there is more to life than what they say! still stay healthy but their numbers are not going to be what people talk about when you are no longer with them. so have fun and eat that piece of cake with the heart on top (unless you are diabetic then maybe stay away!) I guess what I'm trying to say in this post is you are beautiful babe! πŸ’— below ill share some of my body-positive photos! 













Friday, 1 July 2022

chronic illness rant.

 



                                            CHRONIC ILLNESSES 


I don't actually know how long I have had chronic illnesses, I just know it spiraled out of control when I was born, I don't remember my illnesses back then as I was so young but dating back to 1986 my records have been thick! things I didn't even know about. until I had to get my medical records.. when I got run over when I was 14 I have just felt a little up and down since then, but since getting a lot older I can feel it! like Mann, I can really feel it, this sounds like a sob story, but I just wanted to point out that chronic illnesses, invisible illnesses are not always shown on the outside, yeah with some people it's obvious as they have some sort of aid with them either it being a dog, a wheelchair or even a person with them.  i always put a lot of pressure on myself whether it's going out to somebody's party, going on an outing, or even going to clean somebody's house I feel like I need to be in good form always no matter what pain is going on on the inside. Every day I wake up tired and unable to keep going, I have to try my best even if it's hurting me or harming me! sometimes I wake up I don't even want to get out of bed, I don't even want to look at a screen. but I do I just get up and carry on no matter what is happing...  there was a time of had forgotten to take one of my medications for a whole 4 day because I had covid and it took me into a bad bad state where I just couldn't move out of bed for days! I just couldn't eat, or even drink, and another time when I didn't have covid i forgot to take my thyroid medication, my body went into shock my whole body just gave up!  i don't actually know what this post is about or even what the theme is all I know is that chronic illnesses are horrible, so please please be kind when people are telling you they are poorly. don't say oh again! please be kind, ask them what they need and are getting enough to drink. everybody is fighting a battle you know nothing about.

Wednesday, 29 June 2022

-Adventure post {buildings, landscape & nature and all the things in-between}

 

    A MOVING MINDSET... 22nd-28th


With the start of summer and summer solstice, it was lovely to go on a little adventure, it's been such a strange and sad couple of months that have made such a shift in my mindset for me... I don't even need to write how much we have all had to deal with over the last year. Yet alone dealing with covid and having covid myself pretty bad. So for me, it was a lovely time to just slow down, and not have to worry about other people around me and the little things like that little bit of messiness around me. Just go on an adventure and forget about everything at home. I take photographs of everything, and I mean something simple like the way a flower has fallen onto the ground. one of my family members looking cute near the trees. food, books, anything. but this isn't just a random post of the little things in life that have caught my eye (not saying there aren't going to be photos of flowers or my husband near a tree haha) this is a little photo album of the time I went to Inverness to look at future villages to move to!. i will include some of the names of the villages we went to and the places and then at the end, some random ones enjoy.. sweetie. <3





















the photos above are Nairn beach and fort George..  this is where we went on the first day which was the 22nd of June. out of the 12th places, we visited Nairn was at the top.  fun fact Charlie Chaplin used to visit Nairn every year for his holiday, and tbh I really don't blame him it's such a beautiful little town with all the shops you could ever need, food shops, hippy shops, museums, vape shops you name it its there!















    

On the second day, we went to a place in munlochy to visit the clootie well, which is a pagan healing place, where people will hag clootie pieces on trees to represent their and there bodies to represent their health problems and wish for healing themselves.. simply tie something to a tree and then find a running natural stream and drink from them or wash your face. I saw somebody wash their whole head in there lol.. its sort of like a healing pagan ritual. i loved the place it had such a lovely calm feeling there. and i even meditated for 5 mins before we headed back up to the car. after.. 














   

then on the 3rd day, we went to the place i have ALWAYS wanted to visit since being a little girl and that is loch ness! Yes, your girl went to loch ness. It's the most beautiful place i have ever been to in the world and the tales are true it is such a beautiful happy place where all your dreams come true, it's like Disney land in Scotland! lol well, it was to me. we had the most amazing fish and chips there, the place was stunning. i didn't find the loch ness monster unfortunately but I did bring back the most amazing little squishy loch ness monster teddy! if this is the place that you have always wanted to go to GO pack your bags it is amazing you will not be disappointed i promise!! 






















the 4th day was such another magical day we went to a fairy glen falls which was the prettiest waterfall i have ever been to! it had such a lovely walk quite a hike to get to the second waterfall but it was definitely worth the 1-hour hike up to the top...  there was also a lot of nature and little birdies hopping away! and obviously, there were fairy's there they were just hiding lol! 
























on the last day, we went to a couple more places that we wanted to visit too.. these places were worth the wait. Clava Cairns is a place where ancient remains were left of. this had a really sad feeling in some places but a happy and calm feeling in other places.  it really was a sad feeling. because of all the people who were buried there. the site is a least 4000 years old and was built in 2000BC..  the next place we went to was the botanical gardens this was so beautiful! made me sneeze a lot from all the live pollen but the things i saw there was aaaaamzig all the plant babies were sooo pretty and i adored that they had a cactus garden/greenhouse it was so hot in there i felt light-headed but the size of them was incredible I was so shocked and wish i could take them all home! <3   



























Randomn photo time!!