Saturday, 9 January 2016

21 questions about myself.

Hey lovelies! i though i would just do a little tag just so im getting back in the swing of blogging as I think im growing my love back for it, and will be trying to blog quite alot so lets get on with this tag then shall we :) 

1. Are you named after anyone? 
Im not named after a family member or anything like that, but my grandad liked a woman out of one of his favorite show's, so thats how i got my name. i was going to be called louise though hence it being my middle name 

2. When was the last time you cried? 
last time i cried was yesterday writing the blog post about losing my grandaddy you can read it here 

3. Do you have kids? No not yet

4. If you were another person, would you be a friend of yourself? 
YES! i would be my best friend haha! i think there should be more people like me in the world tbh :p 

5. Do you use sarcasm a lot? 
Im not to sure as im not sarcastic to myself so?

6. Will you ever bungee-jump? 
I don’t think so. i have to much anxiety 

7. What’s your favorite cereal? 

8. What’s the first thing you notice about people? 
Eyes are very important to me because you can kinda read in to the soul?

9. What is your eye colour? 

10. Scary movie or happy endings? 
scary movies with a happy ending?

11. Favorite smells? 
cinnamon,baking and  party poppers 

12. Summer or winter? 
i like them both but i am missing the sun

13. Computer or television? 

14. What’s the furthest you’ve ever been from home? 
the isla man

15. Do you have any special talents? 
Im not to sure i do goo art work?

16. Where were you born? 
Manchester, england 

17. What are your hobbies? 
writing , relaxing , graphic design 

18. Do you have any pets? 
three perfect little kittys 

19. Favorite movie? 
There is quite alot tbh

  1. untamed heart
  2. beauty and the beast
  3. an officer and a gentleman
wow its quite hard when put on the spot lol

20. Do you have any siblings? 

21. What do you want to be when you grow up? Successful computer scientist ! 

I tag anyone who hasn’t done this and who wants to do it :)

Friday, 8 January 2016

Letter for my grandaddy

 it's been awhile aint it? this isnt going to be a happy post tbh I will more than likely be a total mess after writing this. BUT im going to write it as its took me a month to decide that i need to write this not only for me but for him. 

so on the fourth of december tom got a phone call from my little brother, i asked what was wrong and tom just couldn't tell me straight away he took me to another room (as we had friends over) he sat me down and told me that my grandad has died, i didn't know how to feel i just started crying and hitting things then my sisters knocked on as they were at the church doing a xmas thing for the village and we just holded each other and cried, ive never felt so empty in my whole life losing my grandad is the thing i had never expected, you think about it but never really expect it too happen i feel like my whole world has come crashing down on me, he was my whole world and i loved him so much! he was like a second dad to me i loved him with every little heartbeat! he was a very special man and he was loved by the whole of his family, the word family meant to much to him, every time he saw one of his family members the first thing he would do is grab them by the face and give them the world's biggest kiss the ILY you at the end of family was really what he felt for each and everyone! he taught me so much in my life, he is the reason i love drawing and photography, i am so glad that he left such an amazing gifted.. you had such a beautiful smile and face that would light up every single room you walked in you were a beautiful soul and still will be for the rest of my life  im going to be nothing with out you grandad you will always be my hero!  the wind beneath my wings! good night and god bless my shining star! 

I got a thing!